This day hasn't started on
the best foot, but possibly not the worst either. While I could do without the migraine'y feeling, the
family dispute that is somehow settled in an awkward but reasonable fashion.. I guess, not everything is
so terrible. I've been kind of quick to anger lately, but only with certain people, and mostly due to
lack of sleep. At least the sleep deprivation hasn't brought on depression, as it normally would. I can complain about things, but all in all, it's really not so bad..
In my mind, I know I should have been sleeping close to 5 hours ago, but I really didn't want to be in
dreamland, still really don't. I didn't have the greatest experience with it last night, I'll probably
dreamlog that at some point..
Sometimes I sit and listen to songs that remind me of hurt, some that make me
hurt again. I wonder why I do this.. I think it keeps me humble. I think it makes my good times seem even better. I don't ever want to forget that I've hurt, but I would hope that I don't have to do it again. I've enough already, I think
it could last me a life time.
Well.. I am really only a few hours into this daylog, so I think I'll leave it be for a while and add to it tomorrow when I've actually been through the day, just had some
tumbling thought..