I lost my battle with not smoking today. The pain in my back overcame my hatred of wheezing and I had a
cigarette. The
justification of this act is based on an
excuse, I understand this.
The
disappointing thing is that I didn't get a buzz and now my mouth tastes like
hot garbage.
I figured out today that sometime in the last month I've become a
database disciple and a factual noder. I've figured out that I save all of my
bullshit for my day logs. Which I guess isn't bad.
I have one node title running around in my head that must be filled. It deals with my dog and his
inner dialogue.
Ugh. No more smoking for me. Ew. Ew.