Oh Amy.

I talked about you to the Everything2 on your birthday a couple years ago. You and Larry are on my mind so often, still. It's been years, and the pain is only barely lessened.

So many things I want to talk to you both about. New games, new movies, new books, new ideas.

Miss you.

Two amazing people are absent from my life, and it hasn't felt right since. It's the feeling that you were both stolen from each other and from me and it's not fair and I know it's selfish but I want things to go back the way they were and they won't and it hurts.

This November, I'll be as old as you ever were.

It's not fair.

Happy birthday, my dear friend.