i needed it
that is why i watched
as you walked away and
you took a piece of my
sanity with you but i
was never much for being
painfully sane
aching lines of text that are
not what you would love about
the us that could be but they
are how i... feel?
living a dream
that is what you meant by
'falling in love', isn't it?
if i could have..
one last look at you before
she wraps her arms around you and
your life ends, terribly
they could never hurt me
whispered over and over
i hear this in my head when
i cry.. i still cry over you? no..
i only cry because i believed you
lies accentuate beautiful pain
erased by fresh eyes, honesty
and i don't need my
one last look
at you
i am.. floating? grounded.