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• Susan Goldman, who has cervical cancer, is partly thankful as she braces herself but changes her mind as she's sprayed with burning jet fuel.
• She does not rustle but her flesh has the moonlit shade of a silver birch
• She's smarter than me but she's also more quiet, therefore she has no personality which makes me feel better
• You can play with my ex-girlfriend, but treat her like the lady that she is.
• I told her I could read her mind, but she didn't believe me. I could tell.
• The emotion on her face was always the one that she was feeling in her heart
• she doesn't write, doesn't tell you stories, but somehow it's her words that spring to mind at those crucial, terrifying moments, and for that you are eternally grateful
• before the internet when teen had REAL relationship the boy could look at the girl and judge the diameter of her thorax with his feelers and determine whether the mating ritual could commence but NO MORE. evil woman use her computer sorcery
• She is a night of dark trees, but he who is not afraid of her darkness will find banks full of roses under her cypresses
• Here's Me Inside Her But I Can Tell From Her Vagina She Doesn't Really Care
• The memory cuts through her like the blade she wields
• She bruised her knee. This is how we met.
• I Knew Her Through a Window
• She was never mine. I always shared her.
• You want to reassure her, but you don't know where to start
• She is willing to attempt to retrieve the data. Go with her.
• why she makes her wishes at 7:07
• Robert Lionel Fanthorpe fills up the word count in a science fiction novel: she brushed her teeth
• For the first time in either of her lives, she is held gently
• She, the Last Leviathan. She, the Station Agent. Chin on her Palm, she Watches Every Departure.
• She is the queen of accidental magic. Her used kleenexes, taken by the wind, become soulful ghosts.
• she left her handwriting all over the calendar
• It happened to everyone else; she swore it wouldn't to her
• She opened her eyes, looked at a world made entirely of white light
• My friend is dating someone who likes him far more than he likes her
• i gave her my heart. she gave me a pen.
• All the while he was talking she was thinking what his whiskers would feel like on the back of her neck
• She wears her failed relationships like a shield
• I will have her forever but I can't touch her
• She plugs her tears in the way you'd keep a dam from breaking
• She opened her eyes and spoke in a very normal voice, just as if she were sane
• but her emails
• She was so quiet that nobody heard her
• At night, her eyes closed, she would
• She who leaves men as flaming wrecks in the ditch on the side of the road in her wake, yea, even submarines
• When you can almost recognize her face, but you can't remember her name
• She disappeared as if he had only dreamed her
• She asked me to read her a poem
• she lit her thumb on fire
• She Will Have Her Way
• She was a committed romantic and an anarcha-feminist. This was hard for her because it meant she couldn't blow up beautiful buildings.
• I would have attempted to draw her if she had stayed that way.
• I gave her my heart, she tore it apart, and who gives a fart.
• there was more poetry in her shopping lists than in any of my rhymes
• She always confused her greys with white.
• She said, while hugging a bowl of turnips close to her bosom
• What's she gonna look like with a chimney on her?
• I come home, she lifted up her wings. I guess that this must be the place.
• I'm sorry I was speeding, officer, but I really have to get to the hospital
• When she woke up, her hands were still dreaming
• They walk around her like she is in danger of breaking
• She does not take her trip. She does not shout out loud.
• She always was devious in her beauty
• Sometimes the apathy she saw made her want to curl up and cry
• Veronica loves manipulating her vagina until she explodes
• the way she wears her weary
• I don't think she even knows that I make her smile
• Her perception of how gorgeous she is will be evident in her lack of movement during sex
• Ruth holding up time with her beauty
• She Looks Good, but She Has an Ugly Heart
• if you fear spells, look away when she decides to share her hair with the wind.
• beauty is invented, but it is also personified, and I know this because I have met her
• it was just as if she held her breath for 82 years
• She gets caught in the little world beneath her sheets
• And she, with her beautiful words and such a fire burning inside
• while she sleeps, i write myself into her life
• The clockwork of her mind is unravelling, bits and pieces coarse with emotion
• All Those Tears But I Learned Something From Her
• She Will Have Her Way: The Songs Of Tim & Neil Finn
• She crashed her car trying to avoid a butterfly
• he has her eyes
• She keeps her lies everywhere
• How to test if your mother REALLY has eyes in the back of her head
• Every beautiful woman has someone who is tired of her
• Since she whom I lov'd hath paid her last debt
• She said her father died of cancer in the sixties
• She found her bliss between the headphones, and pursed her lips.
• What do girls think about guys when they catch guys staring at their breasts, but the guy is actually trying to read her shirt?
• She flies with her own wings
• I don't like her because she won't like me
• Would you like to penetrate her shell, insinuating yourself among the pages of the books she is reading?
• Her grief is still too young to behave itself, so she never lets it out
• The colors flow through her like a rainbow
• Seems I might have stolen the blue part of her rainbow, but all I really did was make it bigger, a way bigger blue
• She is so beautiful, I gave up Nihilism for her
• She calls him Sugarcane. He calls her Hurricane.
• She sat in virginal white, eyes closed, with only her face in rose
• In a quiet grove of pines under a frosty sky, he helped her out of the sack. She wore severe white hospital pajamas and was beautiful.
• She asked me to copy my poem into her notebook
• She may be pretty and have more money than me but she doesn't write songs about you.
• I don't tell her these things, and she doesn't ask
• She grew a little older, while he was telling her
• you laugh and then you cry but you're still laughing but you miss her so damn much
• She was inside the music, with her eyes closed
• He touched her once and she turned into a golden creature. He never touched her again.
• serene. She sips her tea
• does she need to touch her own face to know?
• Not her voice, but the way her voice changes,
• If you could see her through my eyes
• The portion of her face she allows me to see
• Some nights, alone, he thinks of her, and some nights, alone, she thinks of him
• he doesn't know, but her eyes widen too far
• echoes of her glisten in your eyes; i also tear but without linger
• Her innocence fell. She kicked at it some, frowned, and left it there because it was beautiful.
• I haven't seen her in a month. She is still beautiful.
• A woman has 30 ways of laughing, but only 1 way in which she cries.
• A dose of mystery slipped into her cocktail while she was in the ladies' room
• Her self image was not the force field she imagined it to be
• she had already found her party
• Unloved, yeah. But I'd rather be cursed than poisoned.
• She was the prettiest, loveliest cat at the ball and she had upon her fine gilded whiskers.
• When she sleeps, is she not moving her legs aside for an unknown garrison?
• little pieces of her tragically poetic attempts at being loved that she was startlingly aware of, today
• You put a hand on her hip, she permits it.
• She didn't wave goodbye so much as slightly raise her hand
• She was most amazed by the obvious, like January and the fact that I could not possibly keep her.
• what she's building now, it isn't much, but it's hers
• They had left, but her mascara kept running
• She practices her speech
• She picked herself up, wiping away at her dignity
• A girl I know had her jaw wired shut, and she vomited.
• Because I still love her, because I know she still loves me.
• She knows no truth except her own.
• Her picture in my wallet
• She Called in Her Soul to Come and See
• as she suddenly realizes that the Heart that she has been praying to did not send somebody... but is, instead, here.
• She is the sea. Above her, he is thunder.
• you never felt her hot blood on your face but, hey, who's keeping track
• She ties regrets around her fingers like forget-me-knots
• Her sleeves ride up on her arms when she moves
• she gave her heart to a falling star
• Her lack of response opened a gate through which my mind started to wander, into a wilderness where the shadows all had teeth...
• you never once told her how beautiful she was nor how much you truly loved her
• She nicknamed her vagina "Crusty"
• She smokes. It wraps around her wrists and clings to her neck.
• She asked me if I loved her and I showed her the tattoo
• She thought about giving him her heart
• The Milk-Woman and Her Pail
• Rosy Palm and her five daughters
• Herr
• Written with a Diamond on her Window at Woodstock
• Someone set her face on fire and put it out with an anchor chain
• How to check if someone has been through it all
• hers
• Her braid; I obeyed
• The Cook, The Thief, His Wife and Her Lover
• I don't think of her
• The Lark and Her Young Ones
• I do not see her
• Take Her in Your Arms
• a total loss of control over her life
• The Lark Burying Her Father
• The Ground Beneath Her Feet
• her
• some people believe that they've given more to the world than the world has given to them
• Do Her
• art has more to do with context than with the piece itself
• The Bitch and Her Whelps
• I can see her face
• The Woman and Her Hen
• Her Majesty's Loyal Opposition
• Her Royal Highness
• Now I know why I get the urge to kill her
• I never saw her again
• Her Handwriting
• Neko Case and Her Boyfriends
• If this were in person, I would have kissed her now
• her lips on mine
• On Her Majesty's Secret Service

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