Its all around you but can never quite tell if its there or not, it wants to
comfort you and be a friend to you. It is as slient has
the soft breeze that blows across your face on the cold
winter nights. You want to meet it but it knows thats
impossible, so you walk trying to keep control of your emotions as they try hard not to think about it.
Its a mother a girlfriend and a child in one, although you will never truly feel it. you can sense it even make a guess at where it is standing but you can never be certain. As you walk down the quite empty dangerous streets you feel no danger because it protects you, the bad dreams that you have are no longer there becasue it is there guarding your sleep making sure that you never wake from a bad dream.
For all these things you want to thank it, but it never ever shows its self, and it makes you wonder if it was you that made it this way. And then one day you cant feel it, you no its not there, but there is something else that you feel, you no longer feel tense and afraid of the big world that is outside the frosted window. You know its gone becasue you have made peace with yourself, it helped to make choices that were very important to your life.
And so it moves to the next person that is troubled and has lost there way in the road of life untill its but them back on track, its keeps going and going in the cold dreamless night.....