you walked like an
angel
into my dirty
garage
you asked me what I was doing
You told me I was beautiful
(this after
seven years of torment)
you were
better than them
you were
better than me
Don't ever forget that I listened to you
out of love.
meeting in secret
forgetting me in private
when I see
sunflowers
I still think about you
I remember you laying in my bed
wheezing, your body
tight with sickness
wearing the shirt I never saw again
I remember hanging onto you
you
cried lies like tears
and
I never knew the difference