i asked a
friend to draw me, and
im'
scared of what i'll see.
and not for her
talent, she captures bodies well.
the problem is, she draws
souls as well.
i've never seen her misread,
she translates
soulspeak perfectly.
which frightens me.
i'm afraid she'll draw the dark
the twisted parts.
the ones i try to fight... and lose.
the ones i try to hide for they are foul.
i am afraid she'll draw the hurt
the broken parts.
the ones i try to heal... and lose
the ones i try to hide--for them i fear.
i'm afraid she'll draw the right
the true parts.
the ones i try deny... and lose
the ones i try to hide--i think them lies.
i asked a friend to draw me and
i'm afraid of what i'll see.
i'm afraid
she won't let me
hate myself
the way i want to
for she translates
soulspeak perfectly
i'm afraid to let her draw me--
i'm afraid of what *she'll* see.
i'm afraid she'll be right.
i'm not sure
i want her
to draw me
after all.