Just typed 3016 which corresponds with the future I've been thinking about. I looked at a few used cars the other day. I'm looking forward to shopping for a car in a weird way. I enjoy seeing what's out there, but am nervous about what the bank is going to say about me trying to finance something since I don't have any earned income. I finished my decorating book this morning. I'll go back and read it again to see what I missed. It helped me with my laundry area which is now much more functional than it has been, and allowed me to see the need for a basket to keep my library books in so I can see them and read them instead of leaving them in the bag like I normally do.
This morning I talked to a friend for almost three hours. It helped me see that I've been holding back in my personal romantic life so I made an effort to open up this morning. The other thing I did was walk out to the garage and stand there staring at the place I used to park. I've been way too dependent on my car for far too long. I have a bike and I need to start riding it, but the challenge is daunting to say the least. As far as the medication goes, I think it was making me depressed and I didn't realize it. I feel better after getting into a car accident than I have in weeks, perhaps even months. The fact that I've been productive and more energetic is encouraging even though my eyes are really dry.
The other day I had a chance to chat with a guy who used to work for the place I've taken my car in the past when it needed maintenance or repairs. Today he sent me a text, he needs a place to stay and I need a lot of home improvement work done. He has a car and I have a place, I've been mulling over asking if he wanted to be my roommate, but I want to be careful about who I invite into my home. I'm not sure what my ex would say about the situation, I can see positives, I can see negatives. I would probably roll the dice if it was entirely up to me. I like this guy, I've known him for years, and I would rather room with a guy than another woman. But I don't want to be hasty about anything either, so that's where I'm at right now. Trying to stay off the computer which has been a real struggle for me lately...